Forever and always

I wish I knew what was going through Brian’s head right now….

~Tonight~ Brian, his bestfriend Isaac, my cousin Beth, and I all went swimming at Isaac’s gf Cortney’s house (who is out of town for a week). anyways. After a few hours of swimming, we decided that it was getting late and that we should head home. I went into one of the bedrooms and used the bathroom to change and Brian went to his car to put my towel away. After I came out of the bathroom, I saac was in the bedroom and he grabbed me and started kissing me. As I started to pull away, Brian was already standing at the door with anger written all over his face. Isaac jumped off and I followed Brian into a different room. He looked and Isaac and yelled ”I thought you were my bestfriend, man! How could you?!” and Isaac respected him and left the room. Brian almost broke up with me tonight, but he trusts me, believes me, and loves me. After a long, serious talk, we came away from it even stronger than before. As for Isaac, he has to tell his gf Cortney what happened and I know she won’t be too happy. And Brian and Isaac won’t be on good terms for a while (which is sad because they were like brothers. They only ever hung out with eachother).. I feel like I should be in trouble for what happened, but I can’t do anything about it. What’s done is done, and I hope that things settle out eventually.. in a good way.

Summer 2011

This summer was supposed to be epic, but all I do is sleep in til noon then bum around until Brian gets out of summer school at 4. I wish Chick-Fil-A could give me more hours, but I’m not complaining because I know everyone else is on summer break too. I know this may sound weird, but I am ready for school to start again. Hopefully the rest of this summer will be better. ♥